My life is not what it used to be...

My life is not what it used to be...

;but it is.

I've found myself in the midst of the same scenario as when i left home for the first time to go "into the town."

This time around i have a choice to make, but it's so hard when the person is grown as well, and wishes to change, but wishes not for the hardships of doing so.

I mess things up for people.

Truth does that, alot of times.

I bring the hurricane of disillusionment into their realm, for a short time.. and as i go, the storm passes, and things start to settle... i can only hope upon my leaving, i've left enough of my wisdom with that person, to become what i've wanted for them all along, and saw, from before they were..

I want to get out of this "place."

tho, not a place it's rather;
a realm, or state of being rather....
quaint-ness....

I need to be rich, for nothing under heaven and earth can save me, lest i make the scream of MONEY, simply, Go AWAy!

This cry will not go unheard;
..hope it's not too late.

My life is not what it used to be...

My life is not what it used to be...

;but it is.

I've found myself in the midst of the same scenario as when i left home for the first time to go "into the town."

This time around i have a choice to make, but it's so hard when the person is grown as well, and wishes to change, but wishes not for the hardships of doing so.

I mess things up for people.

Truth does that, alot of times.

I bring the hurricane of disillusionment into their realm, for a short time.. and as i go, the storm passes, and things start to settle... i can only hope upon my leaving, i've left enough of my wisdom with that person, to become what i've wanted for them all along, and saw, from before they were..

I want to get out of this "place."

tho, not a place it's rather;
a realm, or state of being rather....
quaint-ness....

I need to be rich, for nothing under heaven and earth can save me, lest i make the scream of MONEY, simply, Go AWAy!

This cry will not go unheard;
..hope it's not too late.

..i dream of drumming...

..i dream of drumming...

for a girl tallent, like taylor swift.

My Wedding List

Plan like you're livin' forever,
live like you're dyin' tomorrow..
. that's what life has taught me.

(reminiscence while working on my wedding list and plan)

The current lesson i'm to learn, i believe, is that in every instance in which my relief from life's circumstances, was when i relieved someone of theirs. However the gaps between my needs being met, corresponded to the fallout from an other bitterly ending relationship. I guess the trick of not getting bitter, would hinge exclusively on one's ability to simply let go.

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Got root? Whoo needs it, i got friends!

Audioblog

If i could have a walk-in closet..

Universal politics

"The Internet Is So Fleeting..."

This may be the cause of fleeting internetnesses....
 Commercialism.


If the information on the internet wasn't revolved around an industry based on sales,
it may remain more constant, as does the internet who's information is revolved around pure science.

Traditions aren't sins; sins are just traditions.

It's simply against human nature to believe that we could ever do anything wrong; we were after all, created perfect.

I see things correctly, i hear things correctly and i experience things correctly; however, what you've done to me, is Incorrect.

I've been laggin' too long for the suckers.....it's a fyne tyme, to moove on!